This semester has been quite an
interesting and trying experience; it's my final semester at this
school and my final semester of student teaching. Would I do things
the same way again? Probably not. Having to take college courses
while going through student teaching (four periods) at a middle
school is not something I would recommend to anyone. Honestly, if I
had to do it again, I would finish my courses before taking student
teaching. If I had that luxury that is....Ha ha. I really enjoyed
this course, which solidified the importance of including varying
modalities in the teaching process, in particular the use of
technology in instruction. I enjoyed exploring the projects we did,
including the two essays, the two presentations, and the poetry
writing assignment. At the beginning of the semester, I was a little
nervous about the poetry writing assignment, because it was a
creative writing project. I honestly do not remember the last time I
ever wrote anything creatively. The last few years, as an English
literature major and student teacher candidate, I only wrote response
to literature and synthesis essays. Honestly, I went into the process
with apprehension, but I came out stronger for it.
The collaborative group presentations,
the mythology and the media literacy projects, were fun, interactive
projects. I felt comfortable with the project because I was so used
to making lesson plans all year long. The most challenging aspect of
any collaborative project, in my opinion, is the collaboration aspect
of it. The reason being that it is really hard to gather a group of
people together to work on anything. Communication and easy schedules
are key! The teaching aspect of the presentations was a little
challenging too because you really had to think about understanding
and mastering the material in order to teach it to anyone. I think I
enjoyed the World Myth project a little more than the Media Literacy
presentation, because, as I have mentioned before, I am a huge fan of
Greek and Norse mythology. The moment I realized we were doing a Myth
project, I immediately zeroed in on Tricksters and my favorite, Loki.
I have to admit that I did enjoy reading the Native American myths of
Coyote and all his mischievous deeds.
The world text analysis paper was the
most challenging assignment of this semester. Connecting Lost in
Translation to the provided sources was not a simple task, because of
two reasons. One, I'm not sure I even enjoyed Lost in Translation.
This was my second time watching the film, but I never fully grasped
the reason why it was so critically acclaimed. I didn't find any of
the characters likeable or relateable. The whole time I was watching
the film, I couldn't help thinking “OH MY GOD FIRST WORLD
PROBLEMS.” In other words, I felt the characters Bob and Charlotte
to be self-absorbed and miserable for no significant reason. Second,
the film didn't lend itself to be easily connected to my favorite of
the sources, Martin's Risk Management Theories. It did, however, lend
itself to the theories on Cultural and Urban Space, which I did find
extremely interesting. I'm always fascinated by the American/Asian
cultural divide that I see on screen as well as experience in my own
life. As a Korean-American, I do find myself expected to fill a
different role depending on the company I keeps. With other Koreans,
especially older generation Koreans, I am expected to act a certain
way due to my gender and age. The first questions I'm usually asked
is when I am expected to marry. I think there's definitely a
different expectation in America. It's much more accepted if I decide
to put career first. Actually, rather than the actual decision, my
own decision making process is accepted.
I also really enjoyed keeping a
personal blog. I think having a blog to publish my own essays and
reflections really helped focus me during the semester. I also
enjoyed finding cute pictures to post with those reflections or
essays. I would definitely consider introducing the same thing to my
own group of future students. I think the blog is a great choice
because it keeps all assignments in one place and has a low chance of
getting lost. (One of the things that I was surprised about during my
semester at middle school was how easily students lose their papers!)
The blog could also create a place for students to collaborate easily
and give feedback. Individual blogs could also give students
opportunity to be creative and express themselves through web design
and blog content.
Overall, English 495 ESM was a fun and
interactive course. I genuinely enjoyed Dr. Wexler's taste in texts
and presentations, and found them all relevant; I would utilize many
of what I have learned in my own classes, such as the individual
blogs and media in education. I wish everyone good luck on their
finals and a Happy Holidays !